I Was Hurt – A Flickering Truth

I Was Hurt – A Flickering Truth

I’m fully aware now of my ups and downs, to the extent that I believe in what comes, I take. I do all the hard work for I just miss a bit more. But I proceed forward to work more hard. Always I try my best, give my 100% and what all it takes for me to feel sad, disappointed or hurt? It’s amusing that someone or few others ignored me to know even a bit about how I was hurt. This is what the world is, people stop you or avoid meeting you when you’re in trouble or sad. They can easily hurt you even when you’re in peace and happy.

I’m confident and optimistic to let you know that I’m still hurt. The battle of hurting me by one or two goes on because it’s like their intent to disregard whatever I do. In my good wobbly days, I worked so hard in my studies that hurt me a lot later on. I had serious health issues due that and because of lack of sleep. Also, I was studying and working hard all the time.

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I was hurt so many times, from time to time. Childhood was good and I was scolded more often by one to get out of my good mood. However, I was also loved by one to too many during that time. I had and have lots of well-wishers. This does not mean that I should include everything, which I experienced throughout my life.

This short story includes:

  • How wonders happened to me
  • I was careless
  • I was hurt
  • Some incidents
  • How I worked hard went in vain
  • What matters
  • People ignore
  • Forgiveness
  • Invite all
  • Isolated me

Hurting is easier like just inviting all friends and ignore one. He will or she will know why I was left from all. Why didn’t he invite me, and so on. But if one is hurt, it also means, he or she, living a meaningful life. Everyone’s life is different, but the way they behave with each other remain almost the same.

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The ugliest of your behavior with one or two would not let others to know that you’re wrong. This is so because you’re polite to almost all the people. Also, except the ones to whom I fought. I’ve good relations with almost all the people around me because I’m polite to them. This is not give respect and take respect, but they know me and I know them. This simply works too, in favor of them, who are jealous of me, good and polite to others.

Why get hurt, be this way first

Be yourself in to whatever you do with a positive intent. Forget, forgive and move forward. Your good behavior, good manners always matter a lot to think of all equally. Doesn’t this sound bad if someone disagree to you the same thing, which he or she would agree to someone else. Here, he would realize that you were right and he was wrong to not agree to you. But you won’t get to know the ‘why’. So, it’s good to keep moving on and live a challengeable life.

Keep just doing all hard work. Just don’t expect the rewards of your hard work. If possible imagine that you studied a lot and well-prepared for the exam. But you skipped or just didn’t write the exam. This is what some students do oppositely. But it’s good to play the finishing role too. Be well prepared and write your exam or exams.

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The words spoken out from you might be changed later if you or me have to think reasonably. A simple apology would be too good. But, here it’s a matter of you and me at the receiving end. Yet, it’s you and me, who would avoid clarifying because what that person might think of. However, instead of keeping quiet and in agony about what he or she did to you, you can just speak out.

Try to explain the people, who are still in your life in ways whatever you think right. This amusing short story is also based upon, one of such ways, which you would know. The story begins right from here.

I was hurt – The story begins

There will be many people connected to you and if they’re good with you, you’ll be fine. But in my case, how can I keep peace of mind. How I would be just a bit happy because the people, who had hurt me aren’t are the strangers.

What I experienced so far, is people play with your minds. They would be nice to few without a clue for you to think that you are also one of them. Why bother to keep a clean-heart with some and be harsh on me or you. Mixing up things and keeping in mind, which’s not required.

Be nice and be friendly with everyone in any case. An isolated you or me might not be good. A challenging situation for you and me, and these situations come one after the other.  

A battle, which involves arrogance, attitude, humbleness, proudness and so on. Some people would like you, a lot while many others won’t. Here comes the golden words. The old sayings, golden words are not repeated, needs to be redefined as speak less, but with golden words.

What’s common in all the popular people or celebrities and leaders of group-discussions, to whom people care about? They listen a lot than speaking more. They reply after listening completely, so that no one gets hurt. Also, they listen to understand than to reply. They’ll reply, but by thinking for a while.

Meanwhile, if they run out of time, they simply say, “I’ll get back to you. Just excuse me for now”. It’s good to know how to behave to not hurt anyone, not just to be an angelic character, but to not let yourself get hurt too. So you’ll be somebody and be happier as time goes on, and you’ll learn more.

Whenever I was simply hurt

Whenever I was simply hurt, I let others know or not, it was my thinking. This is so because it’s up to the others to understand what harm they did to me and where I was wrong and how I was hurt. They live their lives and so I live my life in somewhat dangerously until I realized to not take anymore risks or live to work hard.

Just I keep working hard no matter what I get or not. It’s simple to live in peace and be good to one and all to live safely too. No, you just can’t take too many risks in life to put yourself and others too in jeopardy.

Across all the places, I lived, in my native land or anywhere in the world I want to share these experiences before I let you know what I felt when I was hurt. Since I was hurt by someone or the other, time over time, I walked all around the road without so keen to know what will happen to me. Yes, I was fortunate or some wonders or a lot more saved me.

&…Since I was hurt, I wasn’t shocked

I wasn’t shocked, but a bit because I let myself to die in circumstances, where an accident or by too many accidents I would be no more. I’ll be no more in this world. Some wonders did come in my way. Fast roads, a lot of traffic, and I was walking through and no vehicle had ever hit me. That’s some wonders, or too many wonders, which saved me from death on the roads.

Buses and cars tried their best to save me. The breaks they applied had nothing to do for me, but the way I was tired of living as I was simply hurt mattered me a lot. That wasn’t my suicidal attempts. But I thought I should walk in the busy streets to get something for me or to reach the destinations by taking risks.

I wasn’t shocked because of too many wonders I experienced before someone coming in my way to save my life. Later, and before I was saved time to time, I realized I have to live and do nothing more or take anymore risks. Yes, too many people die everyday on roads due to rash driving and rushing to move from one place to the other.

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I graduated from Sunderland University (UK), my further education. Completed my degree by some hard work.

But why I was hurt then

I was told by one that I failed in my further education. It was wrong, which he pointed out to me because I didn’t bothered to show my degree certificates of Sunderland University to anyone. He circulated among few others too about my failure, which was fake and false claim, noticed later. But how?

One fine day, I showed my certificates, including my distinctions and merits to one good another, in front of him. He had nothing to say, and he didn’t said any words. But the truth stood up. The one good another complemented, appreciated me by seeing my degree certificates. He (one good another) made my days. I just moved on.

I did what I have to by keeping pride away. I’m still not proud. I don’t want to be proud of anything I achieved. I’ve to be keen to work from there on, in a good company. I did wonders, wherever I worked and I was fine to live on a low and much less than market salary for a longtime. However, I decided to move somewhere and work hard more to earn more. But that didn’t happened.

I started living in my own-way, and I was though aware that nothing could happen to end me even if I wish to end myself. So, when I was hurt by someone or the other, I used to shout at them. The harsh, rude replies from me to them, to get hurt, highlighted my rudeness. This was so because I lived fearless life then and without bothering much about the outcome.

See, how politeness matters

I started living roughly, and I was though aware that nothing could happen to end my life even if I wish for death. So, when I was hurt by someone or the other, I used to shout at them. The harsh, rude replies from me to them, to get them hurt, highlighted my rudeness. This was so because I lived fearless life then and without bothering much about the outcome. I realized later that whatever I do, the outcome matters a lot.

However, someone circulated my telephonic conversation or audio messages to few others. They knew they were and are good people in front of my surrounding people because they’re just polite. See, how politeness matters, and what not.

What not is right here, which you would know how jealousy works too. Yes, people jealous of you, would do harm to you and be polite to others. This way, they carry the momentum of how good they’re to all.

The ugliest of your behavior with one or two would not let others to know that you’re wrong. This is so because you’re polite to almost all the people. Also, except the ones to whom I fought. I’ve good relations with almost all the people around me because I’m polite to them. This is not give respect and take respect, but they know me and I know them. This simply works too, in favor of them, who are jealous of me, good and polite to others.

Isn’t politeness matters a lot? You can’t say this as hypocrisy because here their ego takes them towards jealousy. I always since my childhood stayed away from jealousy, but I see people hurt me a lot, time to time. This will go on, no matter what. The game is on.

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